My Weekend...

...Today I barred myself from goin' to the office (as advised by several friends)...or even thinking about work. So spent the rest of the day...trying to do something useful (eat & sleep)...heheeh...knowing me! there's always thing that bounds to happen...heheheh...trust me!...

Last nite my bro & my nephews stayed over for the weekend...knowing the boys ...the day will be 'inda karing mulut'...they always have something up their sleeves..that make u jump-up & down... The boys will be having their exams next week, so trying to help my bro..to persuade the boys to revise for their exams...teaching them how to use the thinking process & how to mind map....for 9 & 7 years old its ain't easy....

The photos below were taken yesterday....membuang boring....

...saw hornbills flew past...

...shot taken from the stairs

photo of a wall clock by Times work....

...went to Soon Lee...for groceries shopping....

...met with Maria's dad (member of PJN gangster)...heehheeh

..lepaking at my bro's room..playing CS on the 47" tv would be awesome....

Today..lunch at Kaizen Sushi, Seria....

..my nephews are a total fanatic of sushi...

eel....

As I said....things bound to happen...while driving Miss Poochie along Seria By-pass...Miss Poochie suddenly come to a stop...arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!! near the junction to BLNG Lumut...manage to stop at the road shoulder. Probable cause..might be problem with the alternator..wont know for sure until Monday...while waiting for help!!!...I was playing around with Nikki...testing my skills..

..received this msg while I was in dilemma....insyallah! will to there nanti....

towing truck arrived at about 7pm.....and I was there since 5.30pm...

Week with out work

Its been couple of days since I updated my blog...its not that I have nothing to write but laziness strikes....I was given a week-off work and insyallah! will start work next week but that's depend on my medical check and Endoscopy on Tuesday next week.

Yesterday....went to the office to check out a few stuffs but ended-up working hehehehe...attended 4 meetings...my gawd!! so exhilarating..never thought I really missed work..my brain explode with joy....I can feel electrons charging my grey cells...cant wait to go back to work....hehehe hopefully, my doctor wont find out!!!!

Last Monday, I decided to watch Indiana Jones with the guys...with all the hype about the movie...and being a fanatic fan of Indiana Jones..I wouldnt missed it for the world....

hmmmmm.......my gawd!!!! I wanted to love the movie but it was really dissappointing! I was benchmarking it the previous movies..The Last Crusade, Raiders of the Lost Ark and the Temple of Doom... the Kingdom of the crystal skull is in no way..in the same standard as the other movies. It lacks the thrill and excitement of the previous movies and the story line is definitely boring...just a cut and paste of several stories..ie. Area 51, the legend of the Aztec...bla..bla..bla...Well! that's my opinion....

...right after the movie we decided to lepaking at the Mall...I havent been to the Mall for ages. Quite surprise to see an exhibition dedicated to Energy Week...

...hoping to see something new...but its all the same....

Decided to treat the guys a La Mee@ Gadong...the guys never been here before. A special treat for accompanying me....to quench my thirst for 'Indiana Jones' heheehhe

..the guys trying out different types of noodles....

...playing with the aperture....

Today, Thursday, 29 May 2008

Today, decided to chill out and relax...meeting with friend at DKM, KB for breakfast then head home for a short nap. In the afternoon...decided to try a new massage parlor at Kg Pandan, KB.. This is a new establishment just open sometime last week.

The set-up is totally different compare to other massage parlor...with its oriental concept

enlarge the photo to see the services they offer...

at first glance....you will think its a restaurant and it does look like one...

2nd Appointment

...went for my 2nd check again today at KB Hospital. It's really nerve wrecking the doctors will decide whether I'll continue my home stay or move back to the ward or discharge completely. The result from my blood test should be out by now, hopefully....everything should be ok~!~~~~

Going thro' the door is very depressing enough...

Machine that monitor my BP and oxygen level. So far so good!!! alhamduillah...

Anxiously waiting for the doctors to come to my bed....

Cant imagine my medical files are so thick.....Alhamduillah! the result from my blood test are ok! but there are still abnormalities in the results. Still not sure the cause of my illness.From what I heard..the doctors are still waiting from the blood analysis from Singapore....

Another blood test....cant bear to look at the needle pricking on my arm....

Thank gawd! that's over...have another appointment again next week...for another blood test....arghhhhhhhhhh!!!

The colour of blood....

The nurses that really make me feel at home...thanks guys for the care & attention. I was given another week off work....(nooooooooooooo!!!!!!) and now, I no more medications. Have to make another appointment again next week for another blood test and check-up. Cant wait to go back to WORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK..............

Check-up

Went to KB Hospital this morning for routine check-up....as usual sample of my blood was taken for analysis. Getting your hand prick just to get the blood's sample really hurt...I should get used to it by now. Ooo yeah! I'm still not discharge yet from KB Hospital...technically I am still in the Hospital......arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only kana suruh rehat di rumah...I am not allowed to even think of work...nooooooooooooooooo......until they know what's the problem with me...

Koperasi stall at KB Hospital's lobby...

Lift taking me to the 2nd floor - Ward 10

My gawd!....dont think I want that again....the results of the blood analysis will be out on Monday...

Something to cheer me up......

saw....Arab families Bin Khalid's dad just arrived at the hospital...

.... a lepak time during Saturday at Qawi's Tudung Saji stall....

went to Taman SOAS to watch the guys setting-up for The Energy Fair tomorrow, 25 May 2008


Never try the Fun donuts before....the taste not bad at all.....

I know how it feels to be cage-up.....

Live life to the fullest..Part 2

This post is dedicated to the past few days...while I was in a state to a 'better health.......". The story goes like this.......

On 13 Tue 2008, I was totally sick...running with high fever and couldnt even get out of bed so as usual Panadol is my only remedy until I get to see a doctor the next day. I thought this is just another common fever and will be gone for a few days....boys!!!! I am totally wrong.

On Wed, 14 May 2008, managed to dragged my feets and see a doctor at Panaga Health Centre, Seria and prescribed with Paracetamol (4 times a day to six hourly), Dehydration salts and a day sick leave. My fever persist till the next day...

Cant stand it anymore...when to see the doctor for the 2nd time on Thursday, and this time a 2nd doctor took my case. As usual....I was given the same prescription and even lecture on how to manage my sickness....take your medicine regularly....drink plenty of water..bla..bla..bla......

As my mom can't bear to see my condition worsen and she took me to Suri Seri Begawan Hospital, KB. for the 3rd consultation...This is where all hells break loose........

* initial assumption shows I might be suffering from internal bleeding...a similar symption to denggi fever...
* more tests were done and at this time I was on Intravenous drip i.e water inserted into my vein.....and admitted to Ward 10

On Sat, 17 May...my condition worsen I was heavily on medication taking paracetamol every 4 hours and on drip every 5 hours...my Blood pressure (BP) drop to 70/50 and my blood counts drop to extremely low as well. But, until now there still no conclusive evidents to the caused of my fever....at about 9.30am I undergone a another screening to check if my hearth, kidney, lungs are functioning.....but all seems ok. Just to make sure I was properly taken care-off I was admitted to Intensive Care Unit (ICU)....

As of Sunday till Tuesday, I make the ICU my 2nd home...never slightly thought that things are getting worse & worse...with heavily sedated with antibiotics and needles piercing from my hands..to enable the nurses to inject antibiotics....I cant hardly walk...even need the help of nurses to assist to go to the toilet if not then...have to pee in a urinary flask and 'poo poo' in a basin then getting your butt wash by the male nurse (....when you see it happens to other people it really look funny but when it happens to you...it feels like the world is tumbling down)..sometime I wonder whether I will ever live to see the next day. Emotionally, I was devastated and the thought of dying was never far behind..imagine for an instant losing the rest of your life.... losing what you have work for, your dreams, your vision and mission just because of 1 lousy illness....and the thought of a doctor inserting a tube through your neck trying to reduce your BP...I might be ended-up paralyse or even worst.

My fever and BP subside but my blood counts are not consistent and I easily get exhausted. There's still no conclusive evidence on the cause of my illness even after my MRI at JPMC.

Luckily I have my mom, brothers, families & friends to give encouragement for the will to live...and to survive.

Ps: Have to go for another check-up this Monday....

Male Ward 10....first admitted on Friday, 16 May 2008

Closed door - Intensive Care Unit (ICU)

The nurse trying to adjust my drip....

Hospital food.....for the past few days in the Hospital I hardly touch the food...feel nausea even my the smell of foods...

Usually I never need a helping hands before....but now a little help mean a lot....

My daily morning breakfast..at ICU

My crib...at ICU....

All those wires are meant to monitor my health

At Ward 10 awaiting to be sent to JPMC for MRI scan...I really look like a balloon...after about nearly 10 bags of drip who would'nt look like one..heheeh

My daily dosage of medicine...right till today....